After taking some time to freak out and then end my grudge against the world, I started to refocus my energies. My sons anthroposophical doctor was brilliant and suggested that I “try to see a psychiatrist privately and pay out of pocket”. This at first was a ridiculous thought, but then came the rest of [...]
Archive for June, 2008
Better…
Posted in family, tagged bipolar disorder, camp, healthcare, Hopefulness, medical, psychiatrist, Summer activities, wellbeing on June 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
T.
Posted in community, family, tagged bipolar, Government, health insurance, hopelessness, medicaid, medical providers, mental health, stress on June 25, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Okay, am I ever allowed to just freak out! Cause I really want to. My anxiety is sky rocketing through the roof. My face is tingling and my mouth is going numb from the anxiety attack I am trying to stave off. T. once again has effected my social outlets. He was so disturbing and [...]
Hiking with friends
Posted in community, critters, family, homeschooling, tagged Fae, Fairy, friends, hiking, summer solstice on June 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
WE ventured out yesterday to a local hiking spot called Wolfe Park. It was really serene with fake pond and gazebo with bench swings and picnic areas at the beginning of the trail. It was raining, almost pouring when we arrived at the park. It didn’t deter our plans. Upon the arrival of Paula and [...]
My Birthday!
Posted in family, tagged birthday, family, greats, memories on June 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I went over to my folks house a few days after my birthday to have a little celebration with some of my favorite foods and cake. We had a boiled dinner that couldn’t be beat and delicious frosting! I love my moms frosting, I really don’t know why folks bother with the cake part. [...]
Trail Ride Pictures
Posted in critters, family, tagged Horseback Riding on June 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Summer Solstice
Posted in Waldorf, family, tagged garden, horsecamp, summer solstice on June 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I wonder what good will come of this day?! This is my mantra for today. I need a little boost in motivation and inspriation since all this grey weather has settled over the northeast for the last week and doesn’t seem to be going away.
I am happy to report that my garden is growing with [...]
Dedication Ceremony
Posted in Unitarian Universalist, community, family, religion, tagged Dedication Ceremony, family, religion, Unitarian Universalist on June 19, 2008 | 1 Comment »
T. had decided during this last Sunday’s Passages Service that he wanted to be dedicated to the church. This would be something similar to baptism is christian religions. He will be welcomed as an official extended family member to everyone of the congregants. It was pretty cool and kinda outta the blue that T. wanted [...]
Doing.
Posted in homesteading, tagged life on June 14, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I feel so preoccupied. I am busily working on my garden whenever the weather doesn’t melt me; Cleaning our porch from the animals and “no where else to put it syndrome” hit this winter; working on getting the goats pasture ready; preparing for T.’s dedication ceremony at church; messing with T.’s meds to manage his [...]
Dry run!
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged camp, epiphany, horesback riding, summer on June 5, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Okay, so this week we stopped by a Carousel. There are several open in our local parks at this time of year. I noticed right away that T. was nervous about getting up high and moving fast. Now, I am thinking a this point, “T. wants to go to horseback riding camp for a whole week, [...]
ARG!! Screens!
Posted in family, tagged anger, children, disturbed, rants, vidoe games on June 5, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
OMG! I want to explode! This is how last night went.
“Time for bed”
“Okay, I want to make my bed, so you don’t have to.”
“huh? well, okay…”
“One chapter left and you’ll be done with InkSpell. I hope it ends well.” “Done, bummer. I was hoping for a happy ending. We finished Artmeis Fowl yesterday, what do [...]










